| My initial
commitment to Christ came during a Junior High Camp. But it wasn't
until I was 23 that I surrendered fully to Him as Lord of my life.
I knew there was a call on my life as a teenager but did not focus
in on this call until 10 years later. In the preceding years
I have journeyed through many difficult places to prepare me for
the fulfillment of His call on my life. The Lord has carefully
fashioned and shaped my ministry into that of a pastor.
I have been fortunate enough to be
bi-vocational for many years. Both vocations dealt with people.
Both vocations have been a training and proving ground in God's
creative process. As a law enforcement officer for 23 years, I had
the opportunity to interact with people at their worst, the worst
kind of people, people who were hurting and people who hurt others.
Some I could help and some I couldn't. Law enforcement, as
a vocation, taught me discipline, self reliance, character, patience
and gave me a broad base of experience in working with all types
of people in all kinds of situations. The skills I developed
were the ones I would need and use daily in the Ministry. Even though
many of my friends and acquaintances thought it odd that I was a
cop who became a minister, I found that both vocations worked
hand in hand with each other. My formal training provided some answers
to theological questions and formed a base-line for the practical
application of the message of Jesus in today's reality. It wasn't
until I stepped out in faith and began to apply God's word to each
situation and opportunity, to literally walk the faith walk, that
I grew to understand who I was and what the Lord was molding me
into. All my law enforcement experiences taught me wonderful, priceless
lessons about life. I found there were times I wore both hats, the
cop's and the minister's. Both were so overlapping, at times, they
became one on me. Let me share an example of what I mean.
Sometimes a policeman's job is a
very frustrating and demanding profession. I remember once holding
the hands of a mother and father while they absorbed the death of
their only child on the night he graduated from high school.
He had been drinking before the graduation exercises began and continued
afterwards. At 10:30 PM, he and two other graduates were going from
one party to another. On a back country road, he lost control
and drove his car off the road, through a ditch and a field, landing
with his car almost vertical on the trunk of an oak tree. One of
his friends was thrown from the car and sustained no injuries.
One laid down in the back seat and survived with no injuries. He
struck the steering wheel and the windshield and died from a crushed
chest.
I was the first unit to arrive on
the scene. Other law enforcement personnel and the paramedics arrived
within minutes. The paramedics began immediately to try to revive
the unfortunate young man. His parents were next to arrive and as
they surveyed the scene their fears and anguish could be heard.
They rushed to their son and had to be physically restrained from
interfering with the paramedics while they tried to save his life.
As the ambulance rushed him to the nearest hospital, I followed
with the parents in my patrol car. I was able to help them vent
and I prayed with them that the Lord would sustain them through
this terribly tragic situation. He was their only son and all their
hopes and desires were threatened by what they faced.
I believe that God used me as his
emissary that night to help mom and dad over a very difficult rough
place on the road of life. At 2:00 AM, the next morning we were
sitting in a conference room, holding hands, praying and sorting
through memories of their precious son. Because I was a cop, I was
there. Because I was a minister, I could share.
I have been retired from law enforcement
for five years now. I am asked occasionally if I miss it.
My answer is "Yes" and "No." Since I am so satisfied and fulfilled
now just wearing the minister's hat, I wouldn't want to go back
to work as a cop. But the cop in me is so ingrained in me, such
a part of my personality, so to speak, that I am never separated
from it for very long. I share stories and experiences in my sermons
and use it for fodder in counseling sessions. I am the product of
being bi-vocational.
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